I'm tired. I haven't had the best of days. I've worked 48 hours in the last week. My fiancé has been away on holiday since Saturday and for the last week I've been isolated from all my loved ones. And now I've found out his holiday has been extended by an extra day so, because I'm working the whole of Sunday, I won't see him again until Monday, and then only for limited time due to work.
Is it any surprise that I'm trying not to cry?